Jan 04


Just to capture some development of bb.

Lately, bb has developed a habit to poo at night before he sleeps. When he wants to poo he will shy away from all of us. He will go to a corner and suddenly we won’t hear a thing from him, silence.

“Where is bb?” I will tease him. Usually he will gesture us to go away and refuse to leave his corner or cave until his business is done.

Me: “Yee….smelly bb, come mommy wash wash”
Bb: “No…” gesture me to go away
Me: “Why? It’s so smelly, come go to the toilet, mommy wash”
Bb: “Not yet…” shake his head hard.
Me: “ok, ok, when u r done, tell mommy okay?”
Bb: “okay”

I continue closing my eyes resting on bed while bb roaming around that small corner in our bedroom quietly.

Last night, after washing, cleaning and changing, it’s time to sleep. Bb came very close to me, very caringly put her sweet mouth on my nose and kissed gently. He repeated it two times and smiled before going back to sleep beside me. So sweet, my heart melt, I sang to him and watched him sleep.

This morning, while I was still sleeping, bb woke me up. “Mommy, baju wet wet”, exact words from bb. His diaper is too full; it wet his top and pants a little. I changed him and kissed him good morning, he replied “morning mommy”.


Mil has bought bb a box of junior color pencil. These are his creation.



This is Mr. Ally’s depiction of me in yoga action.