Allyfeel

It’s coming already. Look at my big fat tummy and swollen face. I am extremely moody as well lately, feels like crying sometimes. Can’t stand a drive from office to mil place as well. I would be all stressed up if I am in a car for too long. Arrgh…my virgina feels like it’s gonna explode. I walk like an old duck but luckily weight is still the same as last week~65kg. I get tired very easily and a little anxious about the arrival of HER.

My back ache and painful at the pelvis area, I couldn’t sleep well at night too. So much suffering eh? I am waiting for you Sunshine.

Are you familiar with the term rain gauge? It is no longer only equipment for meteorologist, it is for farmers, gardeners and widely available to many people like us who wants to know how much rain falls.  I am very amazed with this new range of innovative and stylish Rain Gauges, which you could use to decorate your beautiful summer garden.

They have designs ranges from animal and insects sculptures like golfing frogs’ rain gauge, sailboat rain gauge, cat and umbrella rain gauge and many more colorful collections. If you are a garden lover, Don’t miss the chance.  This is a sponsored post.

In case you are wondering, I am not selling you pregnancy underwear and nope, they are not mine.

Have you ever wondered how maids get away with cash stealing sometimes? Mil has lost lots of valuable cash and jewelery to her ex Indon maid. She has stolen my 1st year anniversary’s gift from hubby, a South China Sea pearl earring from Anita.

Yes, those are the culprits with zip. So can you imagine now? They can put all sorts of stuffs inside that pocket in front of the panty and sometimes wearing more than one panty with goodies before disappearing.

MIL showed me this pair where she bought in the pasar malam for about RM 5-6 each. Her Cambodian maid is leaving for good and they have difficulties giving her bank draft or transferring money to her in Cambodia as they have no access to bank account. So the agent advices to give her cash in USD. Worrying for her hard-earned money, she bought these panties for her to keep her money safe and sound. Hmm… can one sit properly with a few thousand USD right in front of you private part? No idea man, may be I should try it one day. Have any of you used panties lidat before? Do you feel safe with your valuables? Do share with us. Hah!

When I was in oversea few years back I used to switch on my heater during winter time. I still remember mine was the wall mounted ones. It heats well but the heat tends to concentrate only at one area. I have to also worry about my pocket as well if I am to on the heater for too long. Gosh, the electricity bill would be bloody high.

Hey, but technology has improved with time. Now you don’t have to be like me, just invest in any unit of vent free heaters, it will solve all your worries reducing home heating costs by up to 15% which means you are heating for pennies an hour. Most of their products are thermostatically controlled to maintain a consistent room temperature. And point to note, their vent-free gas space heaters are design-certified by the American Gas Association and has exceeded all regulations and safety standards.

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While I was sound asleep in the morning around 8am. Ivan called out for me,

“Mommy… wet wet.” He was referring to his pants. He forgot to go to the loo for his pee. He wet his pants and his favourite blue blankie. He loves his blankie so much that it’s hard to part with it. When he heard me saying to send his blankie for wash, he cried aloud like no tomorrow. Not able to stand the noise I told him,  

“You can keep it but it’s wet and filled with your pee”.  “Whose pee is that?”  I asked on purpose. 

”It’s Ivan’s” he claimed while crying pathetically. 

Therefore, I let him cry while getting some water for him to drink at a corner.  Give it a guess what I heard while I was away? 

“Nobody care about me”….wailllllllllll 

“Nobody love me”……….wailllllllllllllllllllll 

“Nobody sayang me”………………waillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll 

It makes me laugh instead of sad to hear that. I know he just wants attention, some hugging and assurance. I could tell that he has been feeling insecure lately; he climbed to our bed in the middle of the night to get some warmth. Therefore, I walked over to him and tell him that I love and care about him; gave him a tight hug, kisses and ask edhim to stop crying. He stopped after all gestures were done.  :)  Haha, my poor little boy! *shake head*  

I am officially 65kg during yesterday’s check up. Daddy and I was a little excited when gynae showed us the ultrasound. Baby was sucking her finger at that time and her eyes were wide-open, round like her brother’s eyes. Daddy and I were amazed at that sight, feeling strong connection at that exact moment with the little fella.

She is already 3kg according to doc, exceeded her brother’s weight already. Thanks to my craving for starchy food, she grows well. She is constantly busy moving inside me. There was this time while I was sitting down in front of a trainer and my colleagues; she decided to show off her dancing skills. Gosh!!! My stomach was moving up, down, left right until I have to cover her with my sweater. It was quite embarrassing I would say. Hah!  

Sunday 

We took a drive to Bukit Cahaya in Shah Alam. Unfortunately, it was raining cats and dogs when we reached the entrance. We had to wait until the rain stops before hopping to the bus. It was quite a run down place I would say. I used to go there for cycling years back. We visited the four season’s house when the rain subsided. However, daddy and I decided to head home after the short visit due to the bad weather. That was the day KL has major and terrible flood.

Ivan in the four season house.

For me, weekends are God made heaven. I would long for doing things with my son or husband. However, I am disappointed sometimes, as hubby is a late owl. He does not sleep until 3am in the morning and wakes up at about 12pm the next day. I have been catering to this kind of lifestyle for years. He would wake up early only if I force him to or we have some important family gatherings. When told him about how I like him to bring Ivan or me out for morning tea on Sunday, he would always say yes, yes, I would wake up early tomorrow. So much promise, however, when tomorrow comes, he would sleep like a pig. If I attempt to wake him up, I will be scolded. Gosh!!! I hate this so so much!  When I ask him about why can’t you sleep early the day before? His reply is “You are not me, you can never understand”. Aiyoo, Man! Always have excuses to cover their asses.  

On the other hand, Ivan is getting very sensitive over every single daily thing. He would wail and throw tantrum over minor things. I can never give in to his behaviour. I whacked and scolded him a lot lately. I know I shouldn’t be doing that, I am trying to control my emotions but I just can’t cope with so much noise and commotion. Poor little fella, he lost so much weight. The other day, while crying, he stamped his feet hard on the floor while questioning me, “Why u beat me everyday”, Why u scold me everyday”. Waillllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. *Sigh*

Got some of these stuff from Fabulous mom a while ago when they had sales. Preparing for the arrival of no. 2. Got this Adiri - Breast Bottle, thinking to let the confinement lady feed her at night so that I could rest well. I purchased 2 nursing tops, a bra and a milkmaid tea here as well using my ppp money. Kekeke!