Allyfeel

I have been out from hospital for almost a week already and now I am all alone with help of my mil to cook for me. Adel was warded for Photo therapy for the pass 2 days. She is much better now; she drank a lot and poo a lot too. Everything is fine until my maid told me about the smoke in our 3^rd floor. SMOKE! Ciggy smokes that my confinement lady left. Sri observed her for 2 days when we were out at the hospital to make sure she doesn’t wrongly accuse her. She also found cigarette in her bag that was left open. SHOCKING! Who on earth would suspect a confinement lady smokes? It’s as worst as a surgeon having shaky hands.  

I was resting most of the time and didn’t pay much attention to details. When these things were spotted, there were more to come from my mil. She said she was shocked too to find out my confinement lady serve me cool tofu from the fridge; when she asked her to warm it up, cl said no need one, nowadays we are modern one unless “I” ask her to warm up. She also noticed my cl doesn’t use a single drop of saseme oil on her cooking. Other then that, she uses tap water to cook red dates water for me instead of our filter water even though Sri told her a few times that we don’t cook with tap water. Unfortunately she refuses to listen until we took action.  

Enough is enough, sigh! Kena scolding samo from hubby saying why I let her climb over our head so on the day we found out the ugly truth we fired her. She was shocked, apologized and said she would change and that she never smoke in our house. Well it’s only understandable that she denied it. Who on earth would hire a smoking CL if it was told prior to hiring? She appears jitter too and always rushing me and hubby to finish our food so that she could eat and relax and perhaps go smoking. Anyway, my body is pretty weak right now due to lack of sleep. My new CL is here already; I hope she would take good care of me.  

Here I just want to warn whoever that has taken contact from me that if you have hired her, you might want to reconsider your options. So beware la. My hubby asked me to share this so that she won’t hurt anyone as it can be bad for the mother if she falls into wrong hands of an unprofessional CL.  

Our daughter- Baby Adel (pronounce as er-dell) .

She arrived on 11th of July, 2007 in the evening at 6:13pm; Weight - 3.18kg.

It was a planned induce 0n Wednesday. We checked in to the hospital at 10am. Took 2 hours for CTG test; clearing bowel; registration. Dialation was only 2cm at that point; started our drip at 12pm, real pain only came after 3:30pm. Called doc for epidural, done at about 4:20pm. Feeling high and drunken, both legs were numb and slowly the serious dialation started at 5cm at 5:30pm. Feeling sleepy but relax, when doc came to check me at 6pm, it was already 10cm. Huh, luckily she hasn’t leave yet. So started my push once, twice and there came my precious daughter. Haha! Fast eh? Finally everything is over.

I stayed at the hospital for 3 nights as Adel needed to go for photo therapy for her Jaundice. It’s kind of worrying even now, the fifth day, I noticed she turned yellowish again this morning and she sleeps way too long this afternoon. It’s always ache at the heart seeing little one not well. I am really worried about her right now, hopefully she is okay after 2morrow’s check up.

No Sign of baby yet. I went for a check up on Friday and did a CTG to check if baby’s food and Oxigen is sucfficient. According to gynae, baby’s heart beat chart wasn’t very good. If there’s no news yet on Monday, we will admit to induce on Tuesday. Looks like my tummy is so cosy that little one prefers to stay inside. I am so heavy now, 67.5kg from 50kg.

Meanwhile life is getting a little bored and I have no mood to go out kai kai due to the big fat look I have now. I know I shouldn’t be saying this but it’s a little torturing to wait like this.

Thanks for all your concern and sms-es. I am still here and baby is still inside me tummy. Feeling a little painful last night. Hopefully she will come soon. Incase you are wondering what happened to me these 2 weeks. Haha…me like disappearing lidat hor? Actually nola…just enjoying myself reading, watching movies, eatting and lots of sleep preparing for THE MOMENT. The sign are there already, I plan to see gynae again if she is not here yet on Friday. May opt for induce.

Brought Ivan to watch his favourite movie Surf’s Up in the cinema. He was delighted.

It’s coming already. Look at my big fat tummy and swollen face. I am extremely moody as well lately, feels like crying sometimes. Can’t stand a drive from office to mil place as well. I would be all stressed up if I am in a car for too long. Arrgh…my virgina feels like it’s gonna explode. I walk like an old duck but luckily weight is still the same as last week~65kg. I get tired very easily and a little anxious about the arrival of HER.

My back ache and painful at the pelvis area, I couldn’t sleep well at night too. So much suffering eh? I am waiting for you Sunshine.

I am officially 65kg during yesterday’s check up. Daddy and I was a little excited when gynae showed us the ultrasound. Baby was sucking her finger at that time and her eyes were wide-open, round like her brother’s eyes. Daddy and I were amazed at that sight, feeling strong connection at that exact moment with the little fella.

She is already 3kg according to doc, exceeded her brother’s weight already. Thanks to my craving for starchy food, she grows well. She is constantly busy moving inside me. There was this time while I was sitting down in front of a trainer and my colleagues; she decided to show off her dancing skills. Gosh!!! My stomach was moving up, down, left right until I have to cover her with my sweater. It was quite embarrassing I would say. Hah!  

Sunday 

We took a drive to Bukit Cahaya in Shah Alam. Unfortunately, it was raining cats and dogs when we reached the entrance. We had to wait until the rain stops before hopping to the bus. It was quite a run down place I would say. I used to go there for cycling years back. We visited the four season’s house when the rain subsided. However, daddy and I decided to head home after the short visit due to the bad weather. That was the day KL has major and terrible flood.

Ivan in the four season house.

I went for a quick swim after work just now. I was tired after it and developed some minor flu symptoms. After fetching Ivan, daddy came home to fetch me and we head for centre point to have dinner. I hardly cook nowadays and mil has functions tonight.

I am not sure what went wrong with me. I was very annoyed with Ivan’s behaviour. I ordered a plate of kiddy fried rice for him, he only took 2 spoonful and refused to take anymore. Later he kept nagging me about he has 3 sets of Thomas and Friends train at home and giving me excuses of them not working well la, this and that. Actually what he wanted to tell me was he wants to buy a new train set he saw recently in a nearby grocery store. He irritatingly pulled my sleeve resulting me exposing my bra strap. It really made my blood boiling. I flicked my arms in an exaggerating manner as if I am trying to get rid of a very sticky chewing gum of coz without hurting him. But boy, hubby gave me a hard look and told me off. Gosh!!! I realized that it was a terrible act. People must have thought that I am a heartless mother.

I just hope I have more patients, how can I cope with two in the future when one is enough to drive me up the wall? Gosh!! I need some sleep.